
lagartija wrote:Do not worry about changing this before the recital.

lagartija wrote:Do not worry about changing this before the recital. What you do right now is what you do and will probably do at the recital. If you try to retrain yourself this close to the performance, you will only fixate on this and mess yourself up by being self conscious. So try to let that go for this performance and promise yourself you will fix it before the next.
Whenever I become aware of doing some thing while playing like tensing or clenching my jaw at a difficult part, I practice a thing I learned at a Zen monastery; I relax my jaw enough so that my molars do not meet, but my lips are closed, and place my tongue so that it lightly touches the roof of my mouth with the tip on the ridge just behind the front teeth. This is a cue to the rest of my body to relax anything that is tensed and not needed for me to play. I do this every time I become aware of something I am doing with my body as I play that I would rather not do. If you find something like this to use as a cue during practice, you will be able to call it up whenever needed, even in the stress of performance.
It sounds like you were not at all aware of this. If you are not aware during practice when you do this, see if you can become aware as you play slowly through the pieces you perform. If in the beginning you are unable to do that as you play, a mirror might help, or just a video camera. But really, you want to "catch" yourself when you do it, correct it and that means becoming aware of what you are doing and what state your body is in when you play during practice. Once you have awareness of what you are doing, you will be able to fix it with proper behavioral training.
lagartija wrote:Do not worry about changing this before the recital. What you do right now is what you do and will probably do at the recital. If you try to retrain yourself this close to the performance, you will only fixate on this and mess yourself up by being self conscious. So try to let that go for this performance and promise yourself you will fix it before the next.
Whenever I become aware of doing some thing while playing like tensing or clenching my jaw at a difficult part, I practice a thing I learned at a Zen monastery; I relax my jaw enough so that my molars do not meet, but my lips are closed, and place my tongue so that it lightly touches the roof of my mouth with the tip on the ridge just behind the front teeth. This is a cue to the rest of my body to relax anything that is tensed and not needed for me to play. I do this every time I become aware of something I am doing with my body as I play that I would rather not do. If you find something like this to use as a cue during practice, you will be able to call it up whenever needed, even in the stress of performance.
It sounds like you were not at all aware of this. If you are not aware during practice when you do this, see if you can become aware as you play slowly through the pieces you perform. If in the beginning you are unable to do that as you play, a mirror might help, or just a video camera. But really, you want to "catch" yourself when you do it, correct it and that means becoming aware of what you are doing and what state your body is in when you play during practice. Once you have awareness of what you are doing, you will be able to fix it with proper behavioral training.
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